9:50 PM
EDIT :
I nearly forget man :/
I'm sorry okay .
Went bloghopping and saw Yuhan's blog .
This :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZUOYI !
HAHAHA , MY MUM :D
LOVE YOU , ALWAYS . HAHAHA .I lost some of the papers that I drew his name on it ):):):
Damnit . Grrrr .
I've nothing to blog about mann .
Yeah well , tomorrow's school and maths test .
I haven't started studying . Uhoh .
Keep writing his name then forget .
I'll go do it now .
Herman's talking rubbish .
I don't want to laugh one lo ,
but then . Damn funny .
... says:a bit fat like me.
#23 , when my hopes fell . says:* like damn thin lo
... says:i mean * fat
... says:face
.
.. says:*
... says:paiseh type wrong
#23 , when my hopes fell . says:lol
#23 , when my hopes fell . says:but * not fat la.
.
.. says:i know la
... says:* looks fit on the body
#23 , when my hopes fell . says:lolz
... says:right?
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I dont know whats so funny . but . hahaah .
Fat on the face fit on the body ?
huh ?
HAHAHA .
Bye people.
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3:32 AM
I'm gonna update now .
I didn't go for training and I feel damn bored at home la .
Spend the whole damn day watching Tv :/
Lixuan told me that they did 30pushups ,
20sets of frog jump and don't know what tiptoe thing .
Poorthing la . And I'm sorry that I wasn't there to "die" with you all .
Ohwell , the friendly match is like - nearer and nearer .
Confidence :D
I hate exams .
Monday maths test , Tuesday Lit , Thursday Geog .
Can die man . I can't fail any test or I'll kill myself .
- Kidding xD -
I've nothing much to do now .
Weian's selling his maple char.
Level 125 for $3500 .
I see who will buy . Hahah .
Go read the chinese papers .
Ithink damn scary ?
Like people get killed and all .
Yeah . :/
Everyone's asleep and I'm still here .
Ahwell ,
Goodnight world.
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10:41 AM
I'm damn lazy to blog .
But yeah .
Nothing to do at home man .
Mum's bring me and sis to downtown for sakura .
Damn nice la , like because of us she didn't go for work ?
So . I had to . Yeah .
I'm damn hungry now .
okay . bye , tv time . xD
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7:28 PM
I think I had a good day ? (:
Yesterday and today are suppose to be my lucky day ?
tomorrow also ?
I don't know la . Lol ,
Okay so fine .
Thought yesterday is going to be a bad day ,
it was okay actually .
And I got my volleyball shoe already !!
Hahaha . Damn happy .
But the sad thing is I have to leave my dearest old shoe at home now .
Got hole already but I'm going to keep it .
Followed me alot of months already okayyy ..
Through thick and thin xD
Quite sad to leave it ):
But yeah well ,
I'll wear it when there's no training !
Promise my shoe :D
Ohwell ,
nothing much to say .
And I'm having a good day tomorrow .
You'll see .
Hahaha ,
hope the sec1s win today .
LOL . :D
bye .
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6:03 PM
Had quite a good day :/
Two days without blogging .
heh , I don't know what to blog about .
Stayed till 4 did my work and I ended up drawing rubbish .
Yeap . And went back with Besteyy .
Damn cold la the bus . The aircon was like facing us ?
I'm damnnnnn tireddd now ):
I don't have enough sleep like everyday ?
And I don't want training @ nyjc !
booohooo .
Damn tiringgggggg !
I'd rather do Ti neng everyday .
No . Serious . Must improve on my jumping ?
Lol . my spiking sucks now .
but service still okay .
I'm tired now .
Going to rest .
LOL . ALL GO KAN TEKKO ! :D
oopsy :/
neh . -ahha .
I'm missing my boyfriend now .
Bye !
Boyfriend :
IM MISSING YOU BADLY ):
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10:18 PM
I don't know whats wrong with some people .
Hate me ?
Then fk off .
I think my sis is too . Rah .
I do the clothes and I don't even complain ,
although she is the one keeping the clothes .
Now , She's folding the clothes and she's kaopeh ing .
Whats the damn problem with her .
I told her I would keep it . she kept it herself .
Now she know how I feel .
And she didn't fold my clothes for me .
Damnit .
Bitch .
I swear I'm not going to do fold her clothes for her again .
NEVER . I'm too nice to her . fk -.-
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9:08 PM
I went out with deary .
I swear you I want to stay there at the park with him forever man .
Ahhhhhh .
Went to watch My super ex girlfriend with deary .
Nice , heh . But tired la .
Then I saw Joan and Lijie .
Lol . Lijie screamed my name and hugged me .
Hhaaa .
I love today and hope time stopped when I was with him .
Ohwell , one day passed and I can see him a few hours later only .
That is in school . ohwell , screw that .
My dream came trueee .
No , its more than what I wished for actually .
Haaha .
I'm tired now . Very .
Goodnight world .
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1:26 AM
From www.6ixmiles.blogspot.1) How old do you wish you were?
seventeen & graduating
Hahaha
2) Where were you when 9.11 happened?home ah ?
I wonder =x
3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?kick the damn vending machine .
Too nice already . haha .
4) Do you consider yourself kind?I . . don't know .
:/
5) If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?Nowhere .
6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?German ?
7) Do you know your neighbors?I don't like them . >:(
8) What do you consider a vacation?When I don't need to worry or think about anything .
Just eat . sleep . shop and have fun :D+
9) Do you follow your horoscope?I read but I don't follow .
10) Would you move for the person you loved?What move ? -.-
lol .
11) Are you touchy feely?nice question, man.
12) Do you believe that opposites attract?yeah.
13) Dream job?Still dreaming .
14) Favorite channel(s)?Neh . Depends .
15) Favorite place to go on weekends?Stay at home sleep .
16) Showers or Baths?baths.
17) Do you paint your nails?nope.
18) Do you trust people easily?Um . Yeah ?
Thats why always kena lied .
19) What are your phobias?Manymany .
20) Do you want kids?yeeappppp :D
21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?Nehhhh .
22) Where would you rather be right now?In bed .
23) Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy?Gy ? hahaha .
24) Heavy or light sleeper?Heavyyyy .
25) Are you paranoid?depends.
26) Are you impatient?Yeah . But not very .
27) Who can you relate to?can say don't know ?
28) How do you feel about interracial couples?what toking you ?
29) Have you been burned by love?wonders .
30) What’s your favorite pick-up line?none in particular.
31) What’s your main ring tone on your mobile?bu xiang zhang da .
32) What were you doing at midnight last night?infront of the comp .
33) What did the last text on your cellphone say?which one you mean wors .
34) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?mine .
35) What color shirt are you wearing?white and pink .
36) Most recent movie you watched?Click .
37) Name three things you have on you at all times?handphone . wallet . and dontknow .
38.) What color are your bed sheets?bluee and white .
39) How much cash do you have on you right now?two hundred plus ?
but its not mine )):
40) What is your favorite part of the chicken?chicken breast :D
41) What’s your favorite town/city?I like my house more .
42) I can’t wait till..?exams over . so I can enjoy and stop studying and volleyball :D
43) What did you have for dinner last night?Forget -.-
44) How tall are you barefoot?158 ]=
45) Do you own a gun?no.
=.=''
46) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?nothing .
47) Where do you think you’ll be in 10 yrs?singapore?
48) Last thing you ate?chickenchop spaghetti .
49) What songs do you sing in the shower?i just sang yi shi de mei hao in the noon when no one was at home .
ahhaha .
50) Last thing that made you laugh?the oO conv.
LOL .
51) Worst injury you’ve ever had?Cant remember .
52) Does someone have a crush on you?Neh , I don't think so.
53) What’s your favorite candy?The smallsmall one . dont know what is it called .
54) What song do you want played at your funeral?I don't know and i dont wanna know .
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12:57 AM
I think I ate too much today .
I went to buy a sandwich at 7-11 .
Then I went to Mac with xueer . jiamin . andy for sasuage macmuffin -?-
and hashbrown .
Then after training I ate at mac with the team .
McSpicy meal .
Then at night I went to buy chickenchop spaghetti .
So . I think . Too much . xD
I think there's nothing wrong with eating seriously .
But still , Roarhh .
We were late for training so JLS asked us to do 30 pumping and I only did -
7+10=17 .
Lol . And another one dont know what is it called .
30 times and I think I did more than 30 . But not continously-.-
but I improved . :D
Spiking , like 3-4 balls went over only .
damn shiiiiiiiiit la .
I bought 8days .
And was reading while walking to Mac.
I saw the Superstar Ad and I scream for Eugenia's name .
Hhha . Maybe she really serious about joining .
lol xD
I think me too xD
First round audition out . HAHA .
-.-
Watched a 'A haunting' on discovery channel .
Horrible . It's true I think .
Yeah . -Screams -.
Am I having cramp now or gastric ?
Can't possibly be gastric right :/
Rahhh . Painpain .
and i nearly forget .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAFFIRUL :D
night world .
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7:47 AM
My heads like so heavy now . I don't know why .
Grahhhhh . Training lateerrr .
I wanna go Macdonals and buy food .
Don't know should I or not .
Eh . Screw this .
Damn tired ,
Yawing .
Neh , maybe later won't .
but anyway ,
yeah .
We'll see if todays a better day(:
Off to mac then school .
Nice day people .
And to lixuan & joan :
Get well sooooon :D:D:D:D
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10:57 PM
My shoulders aching like !@#$%^& now .
):
If I let him go ,
I'll never know .
And yeah .
kongkong , no worries (:
I know .
And I <3 my Sunshine
& bye .
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4:34 PM
Sis "sold" me her extra topup card for 2bucks only .
Nice sis .
YeeChien treated me IceCream :D
Last day already ):
No more icecream .
And that bamboostick keep looking at me .
wtf man . and the more I look at him .
the more I think he look like SHIIIT .
damn disgusted okay .
Moodswing-ed like ... today man .
Most of the time was down la .
I still got my classmates & bestfriend ,
kongkong and all those who kan spiders one . xD
He thinks that I'm avoiding him ?
and I think that he's avoiding me ?
Okay . I don't know what to do now .
and no , I don't feel good after hearing what they say .
All saying same things . Sighs .
I know I won't do that or I'm gonna die . -.-
I think I shouldn't be like that yesterday .
And things would be fine .
I'm fking bad mood now .
- uhhhhhhhh .
ME TOO >:(
Heaadache's coming back .
I'm going to sleep now .
No point wishing or dreaming now .
Neh , tmr spike good balls and be a happy carolyn again .
Cos tomorrow will be a better day :D
Yeap .
I wanna go to the beach .
Sighs , I don't know if things would be the same as before .
I wanna be like beforeeee ! ):
RAHHHHHH )':
having cramp . blahhhhhhhh .
I know I would be heartbroken in the end ,
but I'm still holding on .
I can't let you go .
SIGHHHHS . +
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12:20 AM
Got this from liangrong's blog .
Bored .
01.Your name plus "poo"
Carolyn Poo.
-.-''
02. Two feelings at the moment?
Sad . Dying .
03. What are you listening to right now?
When you tell me that you love me .
Oh my love ! :D:D
04. A part of a song lyric that's in your mind?
WHEN YOU TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME (:
05. The highlight of your week?
Don't know still .
06. What are you craving to have right now?
Enough sleeeep xDDD !
rubbish-.-
07. Any unforgettable childhood memories ?
Can't think of any . Brain stop working alrdy .
08. A not-so-good childhood memory?
Dropped into a hole when I thought it was a grass patch .
It's the sea okayyy .
09. What are your nicknames?
Carrot .
10. Your three plans for tomorrow?
Go home . Tv . And sleeeeep .
11. Are you thinking of someone right now?
yeahh .
12. Are you single?
Nehhhh.
13.What do you want?
i want to be rich .
14. Say anything you like to whoever is reading
your answers?
HELLO :D
16. Are you feeling hungry?
No . Thirsty .
17. Who do you miss right now?
The usual people .
18. Last friend you talked to online?
Friend ah . John ?
19. What do you like about the night?
I don't like night now .
Cos I feel tired every night ):
20. If you visit a farm, what would you like to
see?
MOOMOOOOO !
21. When you were a kid, what did you want to
be when you grew up?
Teacher ?
22. Last gift?
That jacket I suppose ?
23. Did you like it?
Of cos la , it was from my dearest okay .
24. Do you play an instrument?
Nehhhhh .
25. What song did you last hear?
Mandy , westlife .
26. Person you hate most?
everyone knows who .
27. Who makes you laugh the most?
Currently is Jacky . Hahhaa .
28. What makes you smile?
HugHugs :D
& when you say you love meeee (:
29. Who do YOU have a crush on?
Your mum .
30. Three person you want him/her to do this quiz
Me , myself & I .
Just do it if you want (:
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10:49 PM
Today's nice .
Waffles nice . But I don't get to share it with my dearest .
Sighs .
All's mood went down because of this fucking shit called LOVE .
AND . I DON'T HAVE TO PUT EUGENIA'S NAME AS * NEXT TIME .
I'M NOT FUCKING AFRAID OF HER ALRDY . SEE THAT .
FUCK OFF LAH BITCH . NBCB .
Yeah . So my mood went downnnnnn .
Okay . Life NOW sucks .
Bye world .
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1:12 AM
I'm bored and I shall do this .
1) What is the phone brand?Motorola & nokiaaaaa .
2) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number?172 . xD
3) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?Lolz
4) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?Michelle Seng . xD
5) Who's the last person you rang?Yeechien .
6) Who was your last missed call from?Lixuan .
7) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?David low !
8) What does the last message in your inbox say?Its about HCF .
My tutor sent it to me =x
9)Who comes up under J?Jasmine koh .
10) Go to your Sent Items - what does the 10th message say?Hahah . Crazy one .
LOL xD
11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?Your friend .
12) How many messages are currently in your inbox?54 . xD
I cleared my inbox twice today alrdy . Haha .
13) What do you have as your background?Some picture that Firstlove sent me .
It's nice okay . To me :D
14) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?My grandmum .
15) Who do you have on speed dial 3?Myself xDDD .
16) Who's the first person who comes up under C?Chengkang .
17) How many bars of signal do you currently have?I dont know =x
18) What do you have as your main ringtone?Bu xiang zhang da by s.h.e
damn irritating when it rings .
19) List the last 10 names under C.cheryl goh , celeste , celestine , christabelle and i can't remember )':
20) How many pictures do you have in your phone?11 .
Finish talking to leonard .
And I feel like going off to bed .
But no . I'm going to talk to him .
Goodnight world.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTFRIEND ! :D I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU .
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6:58 PM
Tomorrow's Joan birthday ! :DD
And I'm buying her Bikini xD
Hope she have a nice time tomorrow .
Was reading my past post(s).
Ohwell , memories & time pass really fast .
Very very . Damn shock to know that the things I did .
Like when I feel that is done recently is already somethings did a few months ago .
And I like this song mann .
For my dearest GY :D
When You tell me that You love MeI wanna call the starsDown from the skyI wanna live a dayThat never diesI wanna change the worldOnly for youAll the impossibleI wanna doI wanna hold you closeUnder the rainI wanna kiss your smileAnd feel the painI know what's beautifulLooking at youIn a world of liesYou are the truthAnd babyEverytime you touch meI become a heroI'll make you safeNo matter where you areAnd bring youEverything you ask forNothing is above meI'm shining like a candle in the darkWhen you tell me that you love meI wanna make you seeJust what I wasShow you the lonelinessAnd what it doesYou walked into my lifeTo stop my tearsEverything's easy nowI have you hereAnd babyEverytime you touch meI become a heroI'll make you safeNo matter where you areAnd bring youEverything you ask forNothing is above meI'm shining like a candle in the darkWhen you tell me that you love meIn a world without youI would always hungerAll I need is your love to make me strongerAnd babyEverytime you touch meI become a heroI'll make you safeNo matter where you areAnd bring youEverything you ask forNothing is above meI'm shining like a candle in the darkWhen you tell me that you love meYou love meWhen you tell me that you love meBy Diana Ross.
I love You GY .
Happy national dayyy(:
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8:45 PM
Ediiit :
Joan and Atikah and Zakiyah cried ?
Then I nearly cried .
Yeah . Something happend . Forget it la .
Rahhrahh .
Emo shit .
My leg muscle ached the whole nooon .
Blahhhhh ):
Cramp :/
Then Tony gave me and bestey a cupcake ?
Made by tony & david .
Nice okayy .
HAhahahahaha .
Then studied after ti neng .
Dumb Yanti asked us to draw out the digrams .
ITS LIKE 18 + Question .
Wtf -.-
I'm starting to hate her again .
Today's test was shit man .
I didn't know there was a test .
Wanted to cheat . But in the end , didnt :D
After that we went to buy bubbletea and macdonals .
Cephas damn gay lor .
No guts one . Worser than me :/
Then bussed home with Lixuan .
Talked & I love her sooooo :D
Yay !
Tomorrow's my dayyyy ! :D
Don't know if I can go movie with deary .
Blahhhhh .
HomeEcon test . Sure fail . Not open book one lehz .
and then they tell me something last minute -.-
blahhhh ):
And yeah . Carolyns so lousy .
And I'm glad I had bestfriend to draw the card for me xD
And yeah . Jinghui and all tried to draw too .
Thanks all . :D
And I hate people who take things for granted .
So whats the point of being nice when you're taken for granted .
Or they don't even appreciate .
Goodnight world .
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12:34 AM
I'm like a damn emo shit .
I can cry over small things .
I feel so selfish .
I'm like . Keeping my dearest to my own .
and not let anyone I hate to go near them .
But . It's like . Blahhhhh .
I feel so !@#$% now .
And its not a good feeeling .
Maybe I'm just too afraid to loose you .
Bestfriend ever told me that she sometimes would think that ,
we're living in a dream . And later , when we grow older , we will wake up ,
we'll all thinkk that its a dream about our past .
Yeah . If its like this . I don't know ,
or maybe , I won't even want to end this dream .
But yeah . I said I believed somethings do last .
Now . I don't know .
And i dont wanna know .
Life . Up and down .
I thought that I've grown like . More matured .
I don't know if I am . But I feel like I am .
I'm doing things that I don't do in the past .
I use to be like a spoiltbrat .
Thought that my mum or dad or whoever would do everything for me .
Now . I realise alot of things .
And I feel that . Like .
If you too good to people , they take you for granted .
I don't know why . I hate people like that .
I've learned quite alot of things from some people .
And yeah .
Sometimes history do repeat .
It's all the bad things that are repeating .
I listen to the songs that I liked alot in the past .
And I remembered alot of things I did .
Hate someone why not heck that someone and forget their existance ?
Make life easier .
I just can't like ignore that person and say , oh , blahblah doesn't exist in this damn world and I don't even care !
I can't do certain things .
I don't have enough courage for some things .
Blah . I think I blogged too much .
I can't sleep now .
Sighs .
I'm still okay .
One more day .
Love .
{ edit }
Jeremy ever put this on his friendster profile .
And yeah :
You might end up heartbroken , but at least you've lived for that moment .
I don't know if it's exactly the same , but yeah .
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10:08 PM
Went TM with sis .
Bought wrapper & bubbletea .
Bought another Bottle .
The black one .
Exchanged . So she took my pink one .
So I'm changing the bottle cover with lixuan .
then went to wp to eat dinner .
Spaghetti again .
It's like almost eeveryday I'm eating spaghetti .
LOL . Die soon xD
It's nice . Better than the one I cooked during HomeEcon :/
Okay so I'm off to tv then to bed .
Soccer damn addictive okay xDD !
Goodnight world .
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6:18 PM
HAPPY ONE YEAR TO ZUOYI & AMOS ! (:Hahaha ,
Okay . So yeah .
I'm gonna thank Herman for helping me another Ic to make a maple acc.
Its just that he can't remember my birth date only .
Ohwell . I don't care . XD .
Training was . Um . Lalala .
You can calculate how many times she scolded us - NO BRAINS .
PRIDE OKAY . RAH .
Lyvia was teeaching me how to pronounce her pet's name - the one in her friendster profile -
I was like saying rahrah . And she said no , it's RARR spacing RARR .
Got spacing one . Lol . And she keep snatching my balls i took .
Hahahhaa . She's my partner (: & I love her xDDD .
She gave me Oreo cheesecake that day . Damn nice . Just too much . Cheeese xD .
but who cares . It's love :D !
I didn't buy the stud .
And I saw big lollipops .
So I bought the heartshape one .
and a billabong bottle .
I don't know is it right to buy it or not .
Or I'll just buy other things .
Okay . I'm not good at this .
So sorry . Yeah . I'll buy other things when I'm out . (:
Okay . Maple time . Seeya guys . ! (:
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7:12 PM
I fking swear you I hate * the most now .
She's just another mother fking b*tch .
Kill her -.-
She's not cool . Damn fk up b*tch .
Okay . I'm not the only one who hates her .
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Played soccer during PE .
Pumped a ball that goes out of court .
Gay la . I don't know how to play soccer .
Hahaha . But then soccer damn addictive lor .
Yay . I'm going to play on monday again .
Dang .
I laughed alot today .
Loud . Hahaha .
Wore Ruban's jersey and didnt want to return it to him .
So he keep please -ing me . xD
In the end I still return la .
Then deary send me home .
He thinks that I'm crazy .
I talk to myself . Um . :/
and he didnt wanna sing .
So I act angry .
Ohwel . Everyone knows that carolyn is an idiot .
Hahahha .
Training tomorrow .
I shall stop laughing and making so much noise .
Lol .
Tuition later .
Didn't even know-.-
Damn lazy to argue .
So I said , alah . fine lah . whatever .
Dang .
Just tuition for the sake of his notes :D
Seeya .
ROAHHHH .
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5:30 AM
HELLO ! :D
So I had a nice day :D
except pms -.-''
Lessons were okay .
Yanti was kp-ing .
As usual .
Geog class .
Everyone make noise .
Can't concentrate .
Blahhhhhh .
Today's greentea damn sweeeet okay .
Guess and you'll know why .
hahaha . <3>IWE cried xD.
Can't imagine friendly match man .
Too emotional already ):
Hahahhahaha .
Okay . I'm damn tired .
Night world .
Night first love .
Night my dearest husband .
Night my third love .
nightnight to all my love .
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9:04 PM
CAROLYN = GAY + LOSER .
During recess was . - !@##$^&* man .
Sorry deary .
Trg was o-k-a-y .
My kneecap blueblack swollen again .
Damn shitty . & she scolded me no brain again .
Wanted to cry . But yeah , for what !
Yeechien treated me icecream & bubbletea .
Haha . So I'll
BUY from him tomorrow .
He damn nice loh . Just that he - hahaha .
Neverminds .
I'm still very !@#$%^&* .
& don't know what to do .
few days since we talked .
excluding - Hi&bye la .
sighhs .
I'm not trying to say anything .
Just - how I feeeel
nowmost of the time.
Whatever .
TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY :D
I think I'm dead .
Cos I skipped maths remedial today .
Okay , no .
I REALLYREALLY forget .
okay fine . no ones gonna believe me .
I'm off to bed now .
Bye world.
Deary :
Get well sooooon ! :D
I <3 You ! :D:D
Goodnight .
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